Booking In App & Happy Birthday

St Thomas' Appointment Today
5 days Till Re Scan
37 days Til 12 Week Scan.

My booking in appointment went well, it was just with the midwife and now I have to have a medical booking in as well due to the APS and 3 previous sections and coz of Georgie as well. *sigh* I wish that I could be one of these women who is able to sail through pregnancy without a care in the world, but once you have had a loss or losses you are never the same again, every little twinge sends you into blind panic and rushing to the bathroom to check for blood. I know when and if pipkin arrives I will be 100 times worse, the fear is always there even now with Brad and Caitie I am terrified that something is going to happen to them.

They now do things diffrent as to when I had Caitie, even though i am RH- they didn't give me the anti d until after she was born and she was tested and was RH+ now they give it at 29 weeks regardless so something else to look fw to another bloody injection. Oh well if it keeps Pipkin safe then it's worth it.

We have changed our minds on a boy's name we, we'll Stu went off the name we both liked :( now we can't find one we agree on any idea's anyone? Girls name is sorted now I think we both love this name well i like the long version Stu likes the shorted version so we are sorted i think but have to choose middle names, we will see on that one i have an idea but not sure stu will go for it.

I have my St Thomas' appointment this afternoon yuck not looking fw to it as I know they will want to take yet more blood from me I hate needles! Hopefully they will keep to their word and give me a scan I really need reasring that everything is alright in there. Hopefully be back Later with an update.

The sickness has kicked in proper now. I am constantly being sick all the time even a cup of tea makes me throw up. I am so tired all of the time coz of the being sick constantly. I'm even having to get up in the night to be sick. All sorts of things set me off smells, the thought of food anything it's driving me bonkers! I do know that it will be worth it in the end.

Lastly I wasted to wish 2 very special little angels a happy birthday.

1st Jenna - I know I am late with wishing you a happy birthday sweetheart, I hope you had a fantastic party up in heaven with all your heavenly friends, I hope that your mommy Lorri daddy and sister Kelley were able to feel your kisses on the wind xoxoxox

2nd Hannah - Happy birthday for today sweetheart. I hope that you are having a fantastic party in heven getting into all sorts of mischief up there. I hope that your mummy Amanda Daddy Carl, brothers Matt, Adam, Lewis, Christopher and Oliver are able to feel the kisses blown on the wind for them.