Friday, 30 January 2009

30 Weeks

I am 30 weeks pregnant today! 9 weeks till our section date, Count down really has begun. I can't wait to meet little miss but on the other hand I am terrified about having a newborn in the house again.

Waiting on our new bed being delivered today, hopefully once the room it's gonna be going in is finished in the next week or so I hope I will be able to get a decent nights sleep, but I very much doubt that, little miss keeps waking me up, I just can't get comftable anymore.


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Tuesday, 27 January 2009

Exciting News I Can Share Now....

Don't know if an of you know about Newsround? A childrens news program on BBC. Bradley likes watching the news sometimes and we were watching Newsround before xmas. They asked for children to get in touch who have lost some one, Bradley has lost his sister, his dad and his nanna, as they are doing a special report on breavement in children and how they cope etc. Bradley decided that he wanted to e-mail them and "tell" his story so he could help othr children, so with my help he contacted them and wrote quite a bit of what has happened, how he feels etc They called me a few days later as I had to give permission etc.

Just after xmas a member of the team came out to the house and did a filmed interview with Bradley to see how he would cope and he did beautifully what he looked like on screen etc. They are looking for 4 children from all over the country 1 who has lost a Mum 1 a Dad 1 a Sibling and 1 a Grandparent. Bradley has lost 3 out of the 4!! They want to concentrate on his dad tho as he was to young with his sister and there were some problems with his nanna.

Several phone calls later from them keeping me upto date with what they are doing I got a call about an hour ago they would like to use Bradley for the actual report!! It means 2 days off school 1 day filming at home and the other filming in London. I am now waiting on an email from them as we have to get a preforming licence for Bradley to be able to do it and I have a couple of forms to fill in. Ekkkkkk he is going to be so happy he has been chosen to do this. I can't wait to pick him up from school to let him know lol all week he has been asking if they have phoned yet.
He is still having therapy and I spoke to his theripist and she thinks that it will be fantastic for him as he wants to do it and helping other children is a big thing for him wow!


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Monday, 26 January 2009

Changes..

Finally had a little time to work on a new background and header etc.
Credits Kirsty I'll Love You Forever kit.
I'll hopefully be back tom with an update on Our Family but at the moment I am so so tired I'm struggling to keep my eyes open after 6pm.


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Friday, 23 January 2009

Pregnancy Update.....

I really must change this background, I'm not sure I like it anymore.. Will have to work on something else later over the weekend hopefully.
We don't have the kids this weekend and are going to a wedding tom hummm maybe sometime on sunday then,

I had an appointment monday with an anesitist (sp) as I am having Scarlett by planned section due to having 3 previous sections so this will be my 4th, I had some questions about Caitie's section and as I have a curve in my spine - the reason I was given for not being able to progress further than 3cm dilated with Bradley after 44 hours of labour!
Due to the curve and where it is it's hard to get the spinal block in place where it is ment to go Hope that made some sense? So wanted to talk it over with them also due to the complacations with Caitie Placenta was attached to my bladder. He told me that if I go into labour then they will do a crash section under GA but coz I had an allergic reaction to a GA when i was 7 that I would have to have a special GA coz if I had a normal GA it could lead to both mine and Scarlett's death something about smelly gasses and mussle relaxant that they use that I can't have. He really really scared me. He has written all over my notes about it that if a GA is needed then to treat is as HM or AH can't quite make out his writting. I so do not want a GA.
He has also told me that the section could take up to 2 hours! due to the scar tissue etc and the problems they are antisipating. Caities section took 45 mins from the 1st cut to getting her out then about 30 mins to close me up. I was worried about having a 4th section now i'm flaming terrified.
Then went up to see the midwife who was about as usefull as a chocolate teapot! Did't really answer any of my questions was more intrested in playing with Caitie who was with us. Although she has refured me to physio at last due to the curve in my spine and the amount of pain i am in with it.
The only good thing that happened Monday for the 1st time ever on the way home on the tube some one actually gave up their seat for me. Might have something to do with the fact tho that I was crying in pain from my back.



I had our 28 week growth scan Weds, along with my anti d OUCHH it hurt more than the claxine jabs and I thought they were bad enough.
Little miss Scarlett has grown yeahhh she has put on approx 11 oz in 2 weeks, now weighes and estimated 2lb9oz. So she has been a good girl in that respect but was a naughty girl that she wouldn't let us see her face, she was perfectly happy to flash her lady hamburger bits at us and I have a lovely pic of that but not her face. Found out why I am possibly haveing so many problems with my hips as well. Little miss has decided to get comfie and wedged herself in my pelvis she is head down with her hands at her head. Her body is wound round my right side as I thought and her feet are under my left ribs which is right where my stomach is will also possibly explaine why I have started being sick again. Was so funny due to the APS they have to do a bloodflow check as well Everytime he tried to get it little miss decided to kick her cord as though it was in her way so we had to start again. I so cannot wait to meet my little madam. Next scan 13th Feb I think. it's in my notes somewhere.

I am 29 weeks today eeeeekkkkkk we only have a maximum of 10 weeks left til we meet little miss!!! I am panicking now


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Monday, 19 January 2009

Layout share...

I know I know I said I would be back with some exciting news but.. I'm not sure I can share just yet :( I won't know more til Feb so will have to wait till then,

Today I have an appointment with the Anestiesits (sp) and then the midwife, the Anesitist is to talk about when I have Scarlett and the spinal I will be having. Due to a curve in my spine I have had to have the epi/spinal block up higher then a "Normal" Person. Lets hope todays appointment gose ok and little miss Scarlett behaves and has grown etc.

Anyway I wanted to share a couple of layouts I have done using Kirsty's kits.

1st one is from a kit called "I've been waiting all Year" Click on it to see it full size .
Photo is of Bradley and Caitlin Xmas eve 2008


Bradley and Caitlin



The 2nd one is using a Kit called "I'll Love You Forever" Click on it to see it full size.
PHoto's are from mine and Stuarts Engaement Party 14th July 2008



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Tuesday, 13 January 2009

Ear Infection....

Oh the joy, Bradley has yet another ear infection so is off school.

I had to cancell my appointment yesterday there was no way I could travel to london with him. We've re-booked it for 3rd Febuary.

There will be a bit of exciting news later so I will be back tonight.



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Sunday, 11 January 2009

Pregnancy update..

Right I did say I would be back to update on the pregnancy.

I had a midwife appointment about 2 weeks ago and she looked over the results from the scan I had a week or so before that, she wasn't happy witht he results so wanted me to see my consultant, I got booked in for a week later.

5th January 09

Saw a diffrent consultant to my named one, although she is part of the same high risk team, those who deal with the APS/Lupus ladies like myself. She was absolutly fantastic spent well over an hour with us dispite the fact that clinic was running over an hour late. She explained things to us that have never been explained before and didn't make us feel stupid for asking questions that we thought might be a bit funny.

She had a look at my scan results and explained the problem with them. My untrine pressures are too high meaning that Scarlett isn't getting enough blood flow, which can lead to pre-e, which I am already high risk for due to the APS so I now have a double risk :( She dosn't think I will delvelop pre-e coz I never have before and my BP is low rather than high no protine in urine etc. The other complication with the pressures is growth retardation which can lead to many many problems all my babies have had this in some form the biggest being Bradley at 6lb 7oz and the smallest Georgina at just 4lb 11oz. It looks as though Scarlett is going to be small, how small as of yet we don't know. The consultant sent me to the day assesment unit to be monitored and arranged another growth scan to check little miss and to also check the pressures again. The aim now is to get me to 36 weeks and any day after that is a bounus we are keeping the section dated booked for now at 3rd April because ideally we want to get there rather than have Scarlett to early, but she could decide to play about and not grow and come at any time. The consultants words were we are going to have to take this scan by scan appointment by appointment and play it by ear.

7th January 09

Scan day - had a growth and doppler scan today good news baby Scarlett has decided to grow, she now weighs approx 1lb 14oz which is a fab weight for her gestation of 26 weeks and 5 days. The pressures have come down as well and fingers crossed they stay down but it is still a waiting game appointment by appointment scan by scan. The next scan is for 19th January 09

I have a appointment with the Lupus clinic tommorow afternoon so we wil see what they say. I am currently on 60mg of Claxine everyday the normal dose for pregnancy is 40mg but as Dr Hunt said 40 mg made no diffrence when I was pregnant with Caitie. She was born at 36 weeks after stopping growing at 32 weeks weighing 5lb 4oz so we will see if the extra 20mg makes much diffrence. I'm not sure it is but we will see.

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Saturday, 10 January 2009

Hummmm Me thinks I need to play around in PSP a little bit more and try and get the sizes right with fonts and margins hummm

Oh well not got time now so this willl have to do till I get time, off to do some well over due housework *Rolls eyes*


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Not sure....

huummm not sure if I like this very much but it's livable for the time being.

Just a very quick post till later to check to see if this thing works properly

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Time for change....

.. I'm gonna spend some of today trying to figure out how to pretty this blog up a little.

I will be back later with some news on Scarlett and the pregnancy - Things are not going to plan at the moment.

Thursday, 1 January 2009

Goodbye 2008.... Hello 2009.......

2008 a good year for me in many ways - I met Stuart, Fell in love something I thought would never happen again. Fell pregnant with Scarlett :)

2009 is going to be a better year dispite all that - Mine and Stuart's wedding in a few weeks time. The birth of Scarlett in 13 weeks time..... Bring it on.

Hope what ever and where ever you are that 2009 brings you happiness, love and health.